Anyway, I've recently started a new project that will be done in August, maybe July. I am pretty excited about it. I kind of already gave up on my 30 day challenge (I can't commit to daily things much anymore :/ ). But this project is one that I've never done before, and I am excited to see how it turns out.
As everyone (or most) knows, Carter's first birthday was on Tuesday. It was a sad day, but we made it through the day without "losing it." I kind of got a little bit of anger directed towards me. Some that was completely unnecessary. But I guess when you are hurt and anger, things are said, some things that aren't meant. Maybe they were, maybe they weren't. Either way, it didn't stop me from caring for Carter, nor did it effect my appreciation for prayers that were said for Tyler and I. God knows the truth, and he is taking care of everything. And that's what I have to believe. Tuesday was a day of reflection and prayer, not for family feud. We all love him and miss him very much despite what the other side says.
Moving on.
I have debated on whether to publicly announce something that has me very excited (I doubt it's what your thinking). Few already know.
Nahhhhh, I'll wait....
Meanwhile, we are slowly, but surely accomplishing goals that we have made for ourselves, together and separately. We are adding to the list frequently, and subtracting at the same pace. In a little over a month and a half, we will be on our way to considerably lower payments on our monthly bills. Oh yeah, you don't even have to ask. EXCITED!!!
Soon, my hubby and I are going to start seeing a therapist. And for you people who think therapy is only for nutjobs and such, (sadly mistaken). Some yes, but mostly, no. I get tired of hearing that. And the "What?? I thought you were going to school to be a psychiatrist. Why would you need one?" The answer: Because death of a loved one will take its toll on you, sinking in debt will too. Problems as such will cause sleepless nights and irritability, and why am I explaining myself? There is nothing wrong with needing to talk to an outside source. Psychology and psychiatry isn't always concrete. Our marriage is in no way in jeopardy. These are just personal struggles that we both have, we both understand, but we are past the point of being able to help each other through them, and that's okay.
Last, but not least, I have started the MINOR planning for our first wedding anniversary party.. Details TBA!!
Okay, I think I've just about updated everything. I'm ready to start writing again. Bring it on, inspiration!! (And I'll be blogging about therapy once it starts)
God Bless
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